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Category Archives: Guidance
Inner Teacher
I’ve been having a really hard time. We have a few COVID cases among the staff, so things have closed down a little. I think they are realizing that we are suffering from lack of connection, so they are not … Continue reading
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Rescuing the Traumatized Baby
This was first posted in July 2010 (Written in June 2004) In a session of the “Wave Work” at Kripalu: there was a confusing struggle with my body’s tendency to cramp up (esp left hand) and kick, shake, jump. Finally … Continue reading
Guidance from the Past
This was first posted in April of 2010. It’s worth checking the original because there’s a beautiful response from Jalaja Bonheim that I turn to again and again for support. (Written in February 2003) Dear Guides, can you help me … Continue reading
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Inner Teacher
I stopped writing to my “Guides and Guardian Spirits” to ask for help, because at one point they suggested making a loan to someone who wasn’t really trustworthy. This is something I’m very vulnerable to because of my childhood training … Continue reading
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“Priestess of Neskaya”
It feels very scary to call a part of myself “Priestess of Neskaya.” But I think if I were living out of my True Self, that’s who would be manifesting. This blog piece attempts to document a process toward integration … Continue reading
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Feeling Compassion for Myself
One of my constant struggles is to find compassion for myself. Most of the time I’m angry at myself and hating myself for being such a failure. I’ve treated myself worse than any other human being. From my journal for … Continue reading
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I Choose to Trust…
There are many times when I am unable to trust that there is goodness in the universe. But I can still CHOOSE to trust, set an intention. I found Richard Rohr’s daily meditation for August 6 very helpful. Some quotes: … Continue reading
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Finding Help for Terror
What would be a 3rd cup writing except I’m too scared for caffeine. Looking for help, I went to Matt’s blog, and just intuitively clicked on April 2019, then on “A Container of Holding.” Matt reminds me that I’m not … Continue reading
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Empathetic Distress
From Kosmos Journal, 5/18/21 Unfortunately, the difficulties of late capitalism, as more of us are pressured to compete with each other in distorted markets, while we increasingly perceive the turbulence both around and ahead of us, means that anxiety is … Continue reading
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Prayer Call for India
On Sunday, May 9, I participated in a Zoom call for prayers for the people in India suffering from the COVID overwhelm. It was put on by ServiceSpace. I got this from the folks who put it on, thanking us: … Continue reading
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