Monthly Archives: December 2022

From 1994: “This miserable wimp is herself my task”

From my journal for September 1994, about a session with my therapist Karen: I wanted to focus on that feeling that it’s not OK to protect myself from the noise of the planes by wearing the walkman.  We explored all … Continue reading

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From 1994: Seeing How Hard My Life has Been

From my journal for September 1994 O gosh, I feel so sad and bummed out.  I see lots of things I “should” do, organizing house type things, and I feel “what’s the use.”  The planes haven’t been too bad so … Continue reading

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March 1976: The Journal is Center

First posted on July 2, 2012 from my journal, written in March 1976 Today I felt very depressed and sick.  The old fear came back, fear of the ringing phone, of the sun and wind outside.  I went looking for … Continue reading

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“Whatever you have done or not done, Welcome!”

This probably happened in 2011, but I didn’t write it down.  I wrote this description and posted it in August 2013: I was feeling bad about myself and my life and that I hadn’t done anything worth while with it.  … Continue reading

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