Monthly Archives: January 2014

Kicked about like a Football

Posted on January 30, 2014 by jenny

Of course, I wasn’t able to stay in my wonderful, comfortable state of feeling like I belonged on the planet earth, and everything I was doing was what I was meant to do. I got triggered, more than once, and … Continue reading →

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Learning from Emmet Fox

Posted on January 29, 2014 by jenny

This was written at the end of December. As I type it up, I see that the prayer at the end may also be part of the healing I experienced last week. I read some of the bits and pieces … Continue reading →

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AA and Emmet Fox

Posted on January 29, 2014 by jenny

I’ve just been typing up from my journal the days around Christmas that I spent with my brother Jack in Camden. Jack is a recovering alcoholic, and I’ve been so inspired by how much he has changed, that I’ve been … Continue reading →

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Rocky Road

Posted on January 23, 2014 by jenny

I try to type up a journal entry about a month after it was written — unless I write something I want to share right away. Normally, I wouldn’t post something like this, but I think it gives a very … Continue reading →

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Epiphany 2

Posted on January 21, 2014 by jenny

When I got to my therapist Karen I told her I was doing really well. I told her about looking at my life as though God had designed it. She said this time of feeling good was different, felt different … Continue reading →

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Epiphany

Posted on January 20, 2014 by jenny

On Saturday I was talking to a friend about spiritual practice. She had been reading something that talked about single-mindedness as the way to enlightenment. I said I wasn’t interested in enlightenment, I wanted to live my life as well … Continue reading →

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Emptiness

Posted on January 9, 2014 by jenny

I haven’t been able to post anything for quite a while. Bella’s death opened up the huge abyss of abandonment. The session with Caryn was tough. I started in my corner and crying. I wanted to ask her what was … Continue reading →

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