Monthly Archives: June 2010

Dealing with Rejection

(Written in October 2005) This morning I woke up with an ache in my heart and realized I was angry with myself for not being beautiful.  Then my heart went out to me, and that helped a lot. DAMMIT! Somewhere, … Continue reading

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Caring for my Life

(Written in November 2005) Seasons of Grace quotes Frodo: “I wish the Ring had never come to me… I wish none of this had happened.” Gandalf replies “So do all who live to see such times, but that is not … Continue reading

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Guidance for Discouragement

(Written in May 2005) Dear Guides and Guardian Spirits, I’m deeply discouraged about what we humans are doing to the planet, and it feels almost impossible to go ahead and do what I need to do to take care of … Continue reading

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(Written in October 2004) Dear Guides and Guardian Spirits, I’m feeling a little lonely and sad.  Please remind me of what is really important. Dear Jenny, relax.  Let yourself sink down into the couch, into the Ocean of Compassion.  What’s … Continue reading

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Statement of Faith

I want to write — I guess it’s a “statement of faith” — my story about the universe and my life that gives me something to hold on to while I go through this rocky time.  “Rocky time”?  This is … Continue reading

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Voice of God Within

Woke with a jolt of fear.  Last night was the start of a Sufi Retreat at Neskaya.  When we went around the circle saying our names and what we hoped to get out of the retreat, I stumbled around, finally … Continue reading

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Summer Solstice

Last night we celebrated the Summer Solstice at Neskaya.  We did a lot of old dances like the Bach Sun Meditation and Intitusuy.  We did some new ones – Sunrise is one of my favorites.  We had a clear sky … Continue reading

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Where I write

After posting the description of the desk where I wrote my journal from about ‘82 to ‘98, I thought I would do a description of where I write now.  I’m sitting on the right side of a small denim-covered couch, … Continue reading

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(Written in July 2009) Dear Guides and Guardian Spirits, I’m feeling a little sad and scared and lonely.  Can you help me? Dear Jenny, relax.  Let your weight sink down into the couch.  You are truly supported by the earth … Continue reading

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(Written in June 2009) I’m guessing that I’m angry at myself for still being sad.  I should be through with the grief work by now.  I’ve read everything I’ve written to a sympathetic listener, some to more than one.  So … Continue reading

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