Category Archives: Guidance

Keep on Keeping on

Posted on April 11, 2014 by jenny

Dusting of snow.  Just below freezing.  Pretty totally discouraged.  Driving home last night I could feel how angry I was at myself (Eve said she picked up on it) and I was able to be OK with being angry.  But … Continue reading →

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Struggle with Depression

Posted on April 4, 2014 by jenny

Lord Jesus Christ have mercy on me. I am a good person and I want what’s best for everyone. I intend to do the will of god I intend to be who god designed me to be I intend to … Continue reading →

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Struggling with Fear

Posted on April 3, 2014 by jenny

Dear Guides and Guardian Spirits, are you there?  I’m feeling bereft of spirit and god.  Can you help me? Dear Jenny, we love you very much.  We are all around you although we know you can’t feel our presence.  We … Continue reading →

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Kicked about like a Football

Posted on January 30, 2014 by jenny

Of course, I wasn’t able to stay in my wonderful, comfortable state of feeling like I belonged on the planet earth, and everything I was doing was what I was meant to do.  I got triggered, more than once, and … Continue reading →

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AA and Emmet Fox

Posted on January 29, 2014 by jenny

I’ve just been typing up from my journal the days around Christmas that I spent with my brother Jack in Camden.  Jack is a recovering alcoholic, and I’ve been so inspired by how much he has changed, that I’ve been … Continue reading →

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Still Struggling

Posted on November 12, 2013 by jenny

(Written in Hunger Mountain Co-op in Montpelier, before I see Karen for a therapy appointment) Still struggling with depression.  Mostly OK as I drove over, but it’s a grim grey day.  I realized I don’t see any people, I see … Continue reading →

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Guidance

Posted on August 29, 2013 by jenny

(Written in July 2009) Dear Guides and Guardian Spirits, I’m feeling a little sad and scared and lonely.  Can you help me? Dear Jenny, relax.  Let your weight sink down into the couch.  You are truly supported by the earth … Continue reading →

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Guidance

Posted on August 28, 2013 by jenny

(Written in May 2009) Dear Guides & Guardian Spirits, I’m in pretty rough shape.  A little scared, a little fragile, a little depressed.  I’m feeling cold and distant, and don’t have much hope for the future.  This struggle out of depression … Continue reading →

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Guidance

Posted on August 27, 2013 by jenny

(Written in February 2009) Dear Guides and Guardian Spirits, I’m feeling very lost and confused.  I’ve no idea what happened to me, why I’ve collapsed so badly.  I’ve no idea what to do except follow Dr. Seigle’s program for medication … Continue reading →

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Guidance

Posted on August 23, 2013 by jenny

(Written in January 2009) Dear Guides & Guardian Spirits, I’m having a pretty hard time just getting through the day.  Can you help me? Dear Jenny, you are doing just fine.  You are doing the work that you need to … Continue reading →

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