Category Archives: Present Day

The Holy Grail

Posted on September 6, 2022 by jenny

from the Center for Action and Contemplation’s Daily Meditation 9/5/22  They quote Carol Pearson: Awakening the Heroes Within. Many times in our lives, we find ourselves in the position of the Fisher King. Something is not right. We feel wounded, … Continue reading →

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“Being Nobody”

Posted on September 3, 2022 by jenny

I was reading Oneing/Unveiled while eating breakfast and came on something that struck me in Mirabai Starr.  She was diagnosed with a melanoma that turned out to be relatively easy to take care of.  She was warned to stop doing … Continue reading →

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“Thy will be done”

Posted on September 2, 2022 by jenny

Sunday, August 28     While walking Mocha I realized that I am really helpless to change the low thyroid.  So I was able to say “Thy will be done,” and really let go.  “I can’t do this so if you … Continue reading →

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Anger is Unmetabolized Grief

Posted on August 27, 2022 by jenny

Just watched the Francis Weller video on grief.  He says that anger is unmetabolized grief.  I thought about the other day, when I realized that I was angry with my ex-husband for the coldness with which he treated me after … Continue reading →

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“Souls are Like Athletes”

Posted on August 19, 2022 by jenny

I’ve been struggling with the low thyroid for a long time.  It’s been slowly getting worse.  I had a fall, and my bowels stopped for quite a long time.  I thought it had to do with the fall, but now … Continue reading →

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A Day in the Life…

Posted on July 16, 2022 by jenny

from my journal for Saturday, July 16 I wake up early.  I feel miserable.  I lie there only wanting to go back to sleep, but I can’t.  I take the Thyroxin, bring a glass of water, make a cup of … Continue reading →

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Crisis Becomes Initiation

Posted on July 13, 2022 by jenny

In his book about Julian, Matthew Fox quotes from a book by Andrew Harvey and Carolyn Baker.  The book is called Radical Regeneration: Birthing the New Human in the Age of Extinction.  The quotes are from Matthew Fox, Julian of … Continue reading →

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Struggle to Deal with Tiredness

Posted on July 10, 2022 by jenny

from my journal for Tuesday, July 5 I’ve been struggling with the idea that this odd tiredness is a gift of life and I’m supposed to accept it, not fight it, and learn from it.  Oddly, if I think of … Continue reading →

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Low Thyroid

Posted on July 3, 2022 by jenny

Found out from Dr. Vreeland that my thyroid is badly underfunctioning. This was about 10 days ago. Since then, I have stopped pushing myself. It was a relief to find that there was a physical reason for my difficulty waking … Continue reading →

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Guidance from Inner Teacher

Posted on June 12, 2022 by jenny

This surprised me a lot.  But it makes sense.  My uncomfortable feelings this morning were so strange.  I couldn’t figure them out and I’ve never felt this way before.  Here’s what I wrote this morning. 3rd cup. coffee.     … Continue reading →

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