Monthly Archives: September 2024

1997: Stories about Mother

From my journal for March 2, 1997 I think I want to talk to Dr. Rankin about mother: “of course you wouldn’t care about the Colonial Dames” After Daddy’s funeral she was poisonous, I went to the minister, put her … Continue reading →

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1997: Frozen Terror

From my journal for February 21, 1997. This is just after I’ve taken my first dose of Imipramine. The dose is too low to make any difference. It’s possible that the fear was triggered by my experience on Paxil. And … Continue reading →

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1997: Candlemas

From my journal for February 3, 1997 A headache spoiled my experience of circle dance, but it actually went well for the people — they liked the ritual I had designed of putting visions in a seed and “quickening” them.  … Continue reading →

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1997: Medication vs. Therapy?

From my journal for January 24, 1997 Saw Dr. Brunette today which left me completely bummed out.  I told her all that had been happening — it felt like she listened to me but didn’t really hear me.  At the … Continue reading →

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