Guidance

(Written in December 2006)
Dear Guides & Guardian Spirits, I’m feeling caught in some cold intellectual place.  I need connection and meaning.  Please help me.
Dear Jenny, we love you.  Eleanor loves you, Kayla loves you, Iona loves you.  The cold place is not who you are, nor is it the reality of the universe.  It does represent a kind of intellectual refuge from feeling pain, a form of denial.  It is very much the world your mother lived in and all she had to give you when you were small.  It is a very narrow limited world.  You never wanted to live there but you can be easily caught in it, because you were helplessly caught in it as a child.  You had a sense, a hope, that another world was possible, but you had few chances to live in it.  Now, you have created a life that is full of meaning.  You have friends to work, play, and celebrate with.  You are doing your best to live a sustainable life style in a culture of unsustainability.  You are living in alignment with the thrust of the universe toward greater consciousness and greater compassion.  Never fear, you are part of it even when you feel disconnected.  Continue to be aware of what is happening now.  It will change.  Remember that we love you.