Monthly Archives: October 2023

1995: Struggle with Issues Around Medication

From my journal for November 19, 1995 I’m afraid I’m not keeping up with my discipline around sleeping.  I think I’ve dropped my discipline because I see Dr. Stoll in a couple of days, and I’m hoping for a magic … Continue reading

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1995: The Importance of Heart and Soul

From my journal for November 17, 1995.  By this time I am regularly questioning why I keep writing.  I am typing up roughly a year later, and sometime next year I stop typing completely.  I thought I might stop writing, … Continue reading

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1995: Exploring the Bottom

This is a continuation of the post from September 13, called Moving Along the Bottom. The journal entries are also from November 1995 Work with Karen.  Exploring the bottom.  Lying on the bed I’m aware of a featureless waste, a … Continue reading

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