Guidance

(Written in February 2009)
Dear Guides and Guardian Spirits, I haven’t written for a long time because I’ve felt so cut off from Spirit. I don’t understand what’s happened to me, I don’t understand how life can be meaningful or good when there’s so much suffering in the world. The hardest thing is not being able to feel any love in my heart, even for Bella. Can you help me?
Dear Jenny, we love you very much. We are all around you loving you, even when you can’t feel our presence. Your job right now is to bring as much love, softness and tenderness to that frightened child inside you as you can. You are also struggling with adverse brain chemistry and you must just follow the program and hang on. Things will get better. As for the point of it all: the point is growth in consciousness and compassion. You are doing your best. Your greatest faults have been committed against yourself, and learning to love the one in you who “can’t do anything”, who is a “failure”, who can’t take care of herself and must ask for help — this is a big, deep piece of work and you are tackling it bravely and with integrity. Go on as you have begun. Ask for our help as often as you need to, and do not be surprised at the forms it takes. We love you! Let that sink in.