(Written in February 2010)
Got up because I couldn’t breathe. Otherwise it was perfectly comfortable to lie in bed. So wonderful! To be comfortable in my body — despite the cold which is a small annoyance. So wonderful not to feel any push push push. So amazing to be content with not being able to do very much beyond reading, working on the puzzle, & working at the computer.
I did take the dog for a short walk — it was sunny — we went in behind the police station. A nice short walk — it’s good to get to the river so quickly. I also went through a lot of 2008 to get material for the blog. What an intense year!
Went to Montpelier yesterday. The session with Karen was fun in a way because I was feeling great. I had meant to bring the Resource notebook but forgot. So I talked about the good things — the blog and how much fun it’s being, Bobbi’s comment about my new ability to laugh and receive positive feedback.
I actually felt happy driving home, the landscape looked beautiful instead of bleak, tho maybe that was just the sun being out.
I got inspired by some constructions I saw at the League store. It looked like they were painted on flat pieces of driftwood and then wired together. There was an angel which looked a little like Beverly. I’d like to make some to hang in the woods. I realize that the Moon Woman is a bit fragile, the cloth will get wet, and taken for nests, and it will biodegrade. It might be nice to have some sturdier pieces as well.