(Written in September 2009)
\n\tI wanted to think a little about what I\u2019m doing with this piece of my life. I\u2019m working at a very deep level to try to find or create a stable foundation for my life. This foundation has to do with weight: feeling my weight sink down, feeling gravity as a direction, feeling the earth supporting me. Learning to have my body and breath be a resource for me because they are always with me. I need to be with Caryn to actually do the work, but I can practice on my own. I have no idea how long it\u2019s going to take, and that\u2019s discouraging. And Caryn\u2019s going to be away a lot this fall, so I have to find ways of supporting myself while she\u2019s gone.<\/p>\n
\tDear Baby Jenny, my intent and my commitment is to stay here with you so you won\u2019t be alone with your feelings of terror and despair. I want you to feel all your feelings, even the difficult and unpleasant ones. I find them difficult and unpleasant too, but I\u2019m willing to feel them because I\u2019m convinced that only by feeling them can I\/we heal them. I love you very much, I\u2019m glad I have you in my life, and you and your healing is my first priority.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
(Written in September 2009) I wanted to think a little about what I\u2019m doing with this piece of my life. I\u2019m working at a very deep level to try to find or create a stable foundation for my life. This … Continue reading