{"id":8836,"date":"2025-04-27T15:41:19","date_gmt":"2025-04-27T19:41:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=8836"},"modified":"2025-04-27T15:41:19","modified_gmt":"2025-04-27T19:41:19","slug":"perpetually-disintegrating","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=8836","title":{"rendered":"Perpetually Disintegrating"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This is a quote from Elizabeth Goudge, The Heart of the Family, p74<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Sebastian, who in these days of returning sanity lived in a world where fantasy, dream, and nightmare were so intermingled with actual fact that he felt himself to be perpetually disintegrating like a kaleidoscope&#8230;<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Sebastian is a Jew who was in a concentration camp, who lost his whole family to bombing in World War 2. \u00a0My experience has been similar, though not so extreme. I respond to whatever I&#8217;m reading as though I&#8217;m living in it right now. Most of the time I don&#8217;t feel very connected to the people I&#8217;m with.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This is a quote from Elizabeth Goudge, The Heart of the Family, p74 Sebastian, who in these days of returning sanity lived in a world where fantasy, dream, and nightmare were so intermingled with actual fact that he felt himself &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=8836\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8836","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-present-day","category-trauma"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8836","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8836"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8836\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8836"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8836"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8836"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}