{"id":8749,"date":"2024-09-29T11:49:12","date_gmt":"2024-09-29T15:49:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=8749"},"modified":"2024-09-29T11:49:12","modified_gmt":"2024-09-29T15:49:12","slug":"grief-for-unlived-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=8749","title":{"rendered":"Grief for Unlived Life"},"content":{"rendered":"

From today’s email from Matt Licata<\/a>: This tenderizing deep in the soul activates the blue ones, a group of inner figures who carry grief that has until now remained unfelt, somatic and imaginal pieces of the unlived life who long for illumination and holding.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Grief that until now remained unfelt, pieces of unlived life. \u00a0This rings a bell \u00a0for me. \u00a0I think about never having had a good sexual relationship, and only one good sexual experience. \u00a0I think about my creativity that only managed a part of what was in me to manifest. \u00a0I don’t even know what capacity there is in me to love and help people, I feel like I never did much of that. And I wish I had been able to put more energy into working on environmental issues like stopping global warming. Yes, I can feel grief for these parts of my unlived life.<\/p>\n

I also think, without my struggle with depression and trauma, I might have been able to live a life more dedicated to Spirit. Then again, without the pain of depression, I might never have turned to Spirit.<\/p>\n

Interestingly, listing my failures immediately brings up my one big success: Neskaya. I did manage to create, or bring through from the imaginal realm<\/a>, one thing that made a huge difference in many lives.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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