From my journal for Saturday, April 15<\/p>\n
Dear Inner Teacher, I\u2019m feeling very odd, and have been making some \u201cmistakes\u201d tho I\u2019m not getting upset about them.\u00a0 <\/span>I do seem to have let go of trying to do everything \u201cright.\u201d\u00a0 <\/span>Please help me understand what\u2019s happening.<\/p>\n
Dear Jenny, yes, you are right that a deep relaxation has happened.\u00a0 <\/span>You are able to be your real<\/span> self.\u00a0 <\/span>It feels unfamiliar because for most of your life you have identified with the false self that your mother projected on to you.\u00a0 <\/span>Your understanding of the Jeshua material, that you are a Lightworker, and you don\u2019t need to do anything more than let the energy radiate from you\/through you to help the world you love.<\/p>\n
Thank You.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Jeshua is channeled by Pamela Kribbe<\/a>. \u00a0He defines “Lightworkers” in this way: “Lightworkers are souls who carry a strong inner desire to spread Light \u2014 knowledge, freedom and self-love \u2014 on earth.”<\/p>\n
Sunday, April 16<\/p>\n
I had just spent a day participating on Zoom in an event for Circle Dance teachers. \u00a0I wrote in my journal that I had the “odd feeling of being in two different worlds … the Circle Dance world<\/a> and the Kendal retirement community world.”<\/p>\n
Dear Inner Teacher, I\u2019m actually feeling pretty good.\u00a0 <\/span>I had a deep moment of sadness, and I put my arms around it, and gradually started feeling better.\u00a0 <\/span>I did think \u201cMaybe this is the end of my good time,\u201d but I accepted that too.<\/p>\n
Dear Jenny, you are really getting good at working with this stuff.\u00a0 <\/span>All of us who watch over you are delighted.\u00a0 <\/span>Your sense of being in two different worlds is because in the Circle Dance world your dance teacher persona takes over, and you are comfortable being her.\u00a0 <\/span>Back in Kendal, you are in the real you, which is a little strange because it\u2019s unfamiliar.\u00a0 <\/span>You are doing very well at allowing the real you to just be.<\/p>\n
Thank You.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
From my journal for Saturday, April 15 Dear Inner Teacher, I\u2019m feeling very odd, and have been making some \u201cmistakes\u201d tho I\u2019m not getting upset about them.\u00a0 I do seem to have let go of trying to do everything \u201cright.\u201d\u00a0 … Continue reading