{"id":6647,"date":"2020-05-16T09:35:57","date_gmt":"2020-05-16T13:35:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=6647"},"modified":"2020-05-16T09:35:57","modified_gmt":"2020-05-16T13:35:57","slug":"life-the-greatest-gift-of-all","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=6647","title":{"rendered":"Life, the Greatest Gift of All"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>There are a bunch of shadbush on the far side of Scattergood.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Every time I walk by and see their delicate flowers and red-brown leaves I grieve not being able to see the shad in flower along the Gale River.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>I miss the wild landscapes of Franconia.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Though now that I\u2019m reading <a href=\"https:\/\/milkweed.org\/book\/braiding-sweetgrass\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Braiding Sweetgrass<\/a>, I realize that the most beautiful landscapes, like the ones in England, are made by people &amp; nature working together.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>That most of what I\u2019ve known, in Cincinnati and Franconia, has been second growth after clear cut.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Homesick for the home I never had.<\/p>\n<p>The music in my head is \u201c<a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=lTK84KEDMW8\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">We are the world<\/a>, we are the children &#8230;<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>there are people dying, and it\u2019s time to lend a hand&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cto life, the greatest gift of all\u201d \u2014 I still have a hard time with that.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Can\u2019t see life as a gift.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Certainly not my life.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>My life has felt like a punishment, or a difficult chore that takes all my energy just to get through the day.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>But then, what about the \u201clife\u201d described in Braiding Sweetgrass, in <a href=\"https:\/\/www.brucelipton.com\/books\/spontaneous-evolution\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Spontaneous Evolution<\/a> \u2014 the life of Nature, so beautiful and intelligent, creating conditions for more life.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Not human life \u2014 we\u2019ve made such a mess of it \u2014 but the ongoing creative abundant forgiving life of the universe.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>I say \u201cforgiving\u201d because I finished the chapter about \u201cSacred and Superfund\u201d in Braiding Sweetgrass, where Robin Wall Kimmerer discovers how the plants are coming in to reclaim the poisoned dead land.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>This is the land around <a href=\"http:\/\/www.lakecleanup.com\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Lake Onondaga<\/a>, both land and lake poisoned by industry.<\/p>\n<p>But if I think of &#8220;Life&#8221;\u009d not as something that came to me wrecked, but as some Great Power in the Universe, that (who?) starting from hydrogen, created the periodic table of the elements. \u00a0After I had my realization\/vision of that incredibly complex, unbelievably beautiful, intricately interconnected Whole, the\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=4343\">periodic table of the elements<\/a>\u00a0changed from something familiar to something totally amazing. It looked like something clearly created by an Intelligence. But an intelligence way beyond human brains. I have some sense of the complex process by which the elements up to Iron were created in the interiors of stars, producing energy which blazed out into the Universe as light. The elements heavier than iron have to be created by input of energy, so they are only created by a supergiant star which explodes, sending all the elements out into the universe, seeding the primal hydrogen with heavier elements, thus making the creation of planets possible. And the universe goes on creating, by what rules only he\/she\/it\/they know. (What is the correct pronoun for the Universe?) On a planet the right distance from its star to have liquid water, elements combine into molecules, which then combine into living cells, which then combine into complex organisms, which then combine&#8230;. \u00a0 the result is incredible complexity and diversity and fertility of ecosystems&#8230; \u00a0 with ever increasing awareness until we have beings capable of detecting quantum mechanics and enacting compassion. \u00a0The full story is well told in\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.brucelipton.com\/books\/spontaneous-evolution\">Spontaneous Evolution<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>When I look at that, there&#8217;s clearly a wise, compassionate, Intelligence behind all Creation, or becoming all creation. \u00a0I do not understand why so many beings have to suffer, unless it&#8217;s that we don&#8217;t learn without suffering, but I do know, at some very deep level, that we are all held in Compassion. And I so much enjoyed all the birds singing as I walked Mocha this morning.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There are a bunch of shadbush on the far side of Scattergood.\u00a0 Every time I walk by and see their delicate flowers and red-brown leaves I grieve not being able to see the shad in flower along the Gale River.\u00a0 &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=6647\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,11,14,16],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6647","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-healing","category-present-day","category-spirit","category-story"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6647","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6647"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6647\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6647"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6647"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6647"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}