{"id":606,"date":"2010-07-24T00:56:47","date_gmt":"2010-07-24T00:56:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=606"},"modified":"2010-07-24T00:58:33","modified_gmt":"2010-07-24T00:58:33","slug":"guidance-17","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=606","title":{"rendered":"Guidance"},"content":{"rendered":"

(Written in April 2005)
\nDear Guides and Guardian Spirits, my heart aches and I keep talking to David in my mind.\u00a0 Please help me.
\n Dear Jenny, you are doing just fine.\u00a0 This is another layer of deep old grief.\u00a0 You are mourning for what you did not get as a child, the firm foundation that would have made it easy to lead a life of creativity and love and actions that show in the world.\u00a0 The fact that you\u2019ve spent your life\u2019s energy in work that is for the most part invisible, does not mean that what you have done is not worthwhile or lasting.\u00a0 Your life has been lived with an enormous amount of creativity and love, action and service, all directed toward healing the roots of your own life, and that means healing the roots of suffering for all.\u00a0 None of your effort has been wasted, even tho you can see now how much was misguided.\u00a0 All your hard work is bearing fruit now, when you have finally come to medication and Somatic Experiencing \u2014 as your life opens up and expands you are able to use all that you have learned and developed in yourself during the hard times.\u00a0 You have not yet found a relationship that will satisfy your passionate nature.\u00a0 You do not know what will happen \u2014 we do not know what will happen.\u00a0 Anything could happen.\u00a0 The fantasy conversations take you away from the present moment, and your life only happens in the present.\u00a0 When you catch yourself fantasizing 1) pay attention to your heart.\u00a0 If it hurts, be with it. 2) talk to us instead.\u00a0 Look at what you are needing to share with another (human) being, look at what parts of you you are needing to have seen and accepted.\u00a0 Remember that we love you.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(Written in April 2005) Dear Guides and Guardian Spirits, my heart aches and I keep talking to David in my mind.\u00a0 Please help me. Dear Jenny, you are doing just fine.\u00a0 This is another layer of deep old grief.\u00a0 You … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-606","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-guidance"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/606","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=606"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/606\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=606"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=606"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=606"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}