Which means more logical and rational than the previous one.<\/p>\n
The fall happened in my house.\u00a0 Paying attention to the fragments I was juggling, I failed to see my feet and tripped over the lintel.\u00a0 I hit my chin and my left hand.\u00a0 The fragments were the pieces I was making for the Grandmother ceremony.\u00a0 Working on their placement gave me a sense of integrating the pieces of my life.\u00a0 Lynelle came immediately and helped me with arnica and Traumeel.\u00a0 She also told me that when this sort of thing happened to her, it meant that there was some deep part of her that was not happy.\u00a0 I couldn\u2019t imagine why a part of me would be unhappy with integration, a process toward health.\u00a0 It came to me that that piece might have been afraid she wouldn\u2019t be accepted by the others, and later that she feared they would try to make her conform.\u00a0 I had resisted the pressure of the part of me that wanted me to conform to the traditional way of doing the patches.\u00a0 I had an image of the safe conventional things I made because that was what my mother wanted, and then an image of the outrageous things I made when I was free to do it my own way.<\/p>\n
It is absolutely wonderful to suddenly see myself as a very creative person.\u00a0 I think I thought that I wasn\u2019t creative because I had nothing lasting to show.\u00a0 But I\u2019ve had a tremendous outpouring of different things that only last for a while.\u00a0 And of course, Neskaya is something lasting.\u00a0 Sometimes I imagine that the concrete roof will still be there when all the other buildings have fallen down and decayed.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Which means more logical and rational than the previous one. The fall happened in my house.\u00a0 Paying attention to the fragments I was juggling, I failed to see my feet and tripped over the lintel.\u00a0 I hit my chin and … Continue reading