{"id":4829,"date":"2015-07-15T09:49:09","date_gmt":"2015-07-15T13:49:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=4829"},"modified":"2015-07-15T09:49:09","modified_gmt":"2015-07-15T13:49:09","slug":"in-touch-with-who-i-really-am","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=4829","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;In Touch With Who I Really Am&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The two days of feeling \u201c<a href=\"http:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=4730\" target=\"_blank\">extraordinary<\/a>\u201d were an amazing experience.\u00a0 They didn\u2019t feel amazing at the time, nor did I feel \u201cextraordinary.\u201d\u00a0 A good friend didn\u2019t like the word \u201cextraordinary,\u201d she thought it referred to people who were an elite, so I puzzled over it a lot.\u00a0 There\u2019s actually a way in which the meaning of \u201cextraordinary\u201d wasn\u2019t the important thing.\u00a0 Though if I translate it as \u201coutside the ordinary\u201d that\u2019s certainly what my experience was.\u00a0 It didn\u2019t feel special, but it did feel totally different from how I usually feel.\u00a0 It felt extremely comfortable: comfortable in my body, in my life, not worried about anything.\u00a0 It occurred to me that when Erica said \u201cextraordinary\u201d it totally wiped out all my parents had taught me about who I was.\u00a0 I finally came up with the words \u201cin touch with who I really am,\u201d but I can\u2019t say anything more about what that means, what that looks like, what characteristics or image that \u201cperson\u201d has \u2014 I\u2019m not even sure it\u2019s a person.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The two days of feeling \u201cextraordinary\u201d were an amazing experience.\u00a0 They didn\u2019t feel amazing at the time, nor did I feel \u201cextraordinary.\u201d\u00a0 A good friend didn\u2019t like the word \u201cextraordinary,\u201d she thought it referred to people who were an elite, &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=4829\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4829","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-healing","category-present-day"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4829","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4829"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4829\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4829"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4829"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4829"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}