After searching through all my journals since 2000, I found a reference to this story in February of 2011.\u00a0 So I suspect it happened sometime in late 2010.\u00a0 Apparently I never wrote it down at all!<\/p>\n
I was feeling bad about myself and my life and that I hadn\u2019t done anything worth while with it.\u00a0 I thought \u201cWhat will god think when I arrive with this pitiful harvest.\u201d\u00a0 I saw myself climbing up steps of cloud toward the pearly gates, with three stalks of wheat in my hands.\u00a0 Suddenly a creature burst through the gates, looking more like Caspar the Ghost than anything else.\u00a0 He, she, it or they were wearing a white robe flung over its head with eyeholes cut into it.\u00a0 This being flew down to me, flung its arms around me and said \u201cWELCOME!\u00a0 Whatever you have done or not done, welcome!\u201d \u00a0 O my what a surprise!<\/p>\n
I have to say I was very touched by God’s respect for my refusal to give God a gender, so that he\/she\/it or they came hidden in a sheet.<\/p>\n
After searching through all my journals since 2000, I found a reference to this story in February of 2011.\u00a0 So I suspect it happened sometime in late 2010.\u00a0 Apparently I never wrote it down at all! I was feeling bad … Continue reading