Dear Guides & Guardian Spirits,\u00a0 I\u2019m feeling so sad.\u00a0 Maybe even depressed.\u00a0 I think if I could cry I\u2019d feel better.\u00a0 I\u2019m not even sure what it\u2019s about.<\/p>\n
Dear Jenny, we love you very much, and we know you are doing the best you can with a difficult situation.\u00a0 First of all, all your painful abandonments got triggered.\u00a0 That\u2019s a huge amount of pain.\u00a0 Secondly, when you were feeling so happy and healthy you could see how much pain you\u2019ve been in your whole life.\u00a0 The tender red flowers just starting to unfold on the maple trees are a reminder of a part of you that got cut down before it had a chance to bloom.\u00a0 There\u2019s a lot of mourning for your wounded and stunted life.\u00a0 You\u2019re worried about Bella.\u00a0 Your friend Eleanor\u2019s life keeps getting harder and harder.\u00a0 You haven\u2019t been able to make contact with people who might want your presentation.\u00a0 You haven\u2019t found a way to contact the director about things you\u2019d like to offer at Burch House.\u00a0 So you\u2019re feeling blocked in directions where you hoped to expand.\u00a0 There\u2019s also the difficulty with the computer.\u00a0 Beverly said to call FairPoint but at the moment that\u2019s too hard for you.\u00a0 And you\u2019re angry at yourself for that.\u00a0 Dear Jenny, you were badly wounded, so badly that just getting through the day can be hard.\u00a0 Give yourself a break.\u00a0 Yes, it\u2019s true some things won\u2019t get done.\u00a0 None of those things is as important as compassion for yourself.<\/i><\/p>\n
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Dear Guides & Guardian Spirits,\u00a0 I\u2019m feeling so sad.\u00a0 Maybe even depressed.\u00a0 I think if I could cry I\u2019d feel better.\u00a0 I\u2019m not even sure what it\u2019s about. Dear Jenny, we love you very much, and we know you are … Continue reading