{"id":2661,"date":"2012-05-20T08:32:22","date_gmt":"2012-05-20T12:32:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=2661"},"modified":"2019-04-29T19:53:09","modified_gmt":"2019-04-29T23:53:09","slug":"little-jenny","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=2661","title":{"rendered":"Little Jenny"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I think of Little Jenny and want to hug and comfort her.\u00a0 I see her, she\u2019s very real to me right now, and I also see how lovable she is.\u00a0 It\u2019s easy for me to see how lots of people love her.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/jenny3.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-4325\" src=\"http:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/jenny3-234x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"234\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/jenny3-234x300.jpg 234w, https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/jenny3.jpg 510w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 234px) 100vw, 234px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m coming into a whole new relationship with Little Jenny.\u00a0 I\u2019m not sure how it used to be, I think I saw her as an image of who I once was, but am no longer connected to.\u00a0 I could extend compassion to her, but \u2014 maybe it\u2019s that I didn\u2019t see her as a whole person. Now suddenly she\u2019s very real to me, I see her as a whole person with many gifts: creativity, compassion, vision, and the wish to make people happy.\u00a0 She\u2019s both innocent and wise.\u00a0 She\u2019s who I really am, just at the point where the damage is beginning to shut me down.\u00a0 I love her, and I respect and revere her.\u00a0 I see that she\u2019s who other people see when they look at me, not the damaged, vulnerable, fragile person I experience myself to be.\u00a0 I see that Little Jenny is lovable and valuable, and I can see how many people could love and value her.\u00a0 Somehow, though I still can\u2019t take it in directly, at least I can see that that love is REAL in a way I never could before.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=2437\">For more on the photograph<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I think of Little Jenny and want to hug and comfort her.\u00a0 I see her, she\u2019s very real to me right now, and I also see how lovable she is.\u00a0 It\u2019s easy for me to see how lots of people &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=2661\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2661","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-healing","category-present-day"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2661","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2661"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2661\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2661"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2661"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2661"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}