(Written in December 2009)
\nDrove down to Caryn in the snow.\u00a0 I didn\u2019t expect it to be so bad.\u00a0 After all that work to get there it was a disappointing session.\u00a0 Perhaps I was just too tired from the drive.\u00a0 I cried a lot, enacted banging my head against the wall, pounded very slowly on a cushion in front of me, finally collapsed onto the floor, but nothing shifted.\u00a0 I could find no desire or motivation for doing anything.\u00a0 I did yawn and shake a little bit.\u00a0 But it was discouraging.\u00a0 I left feeling as bad as when I walked in and still faced a long drive in the snow.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
(Written in December 2009) Drove down to Caryn in the snow.\u00a0 I didn\u2019t expect it to be so bad.\u00a0 After all that work to get there it was a disappointing session.\u00a0 Perhaps I was just too tired from the drive.\u00a0 … Continue reading