(Written in March 2009)
\nFeeling pretty bleak.\u00a0 Disconnected from everything meaningful.\u00a0 How does that feel in my body?\u00a0 It\u2019s a flat grey feeling, like cardboard, no life, no energy.\u00a0 It\u2019s so painful to be in this state.\u00a0 I tell myself Barbara is here and I\u2019m not alone, but I can\u2019t feel it.<\/p>\n
Dear Guides and Guardian Spirits, I\u2019m having a pretty hard time.\u00a0 I have some hope now that the imipramine will work though I know it\u2019s going to take a while.\u00a0 What\u2019s being really hard is feeling so disconnected from everything meaningful.\u00a0 Can you help me? (Written in March 2009) Feeling pretty bleak.\u00a0 Disconnected from everything meaningful.\u00a0 How does that feel in my body?\u00a0 It\u2019s a flat grey feeling, like cardboard, no life, no energy.\u00a0 It\u2019s so painful to be in this state.\u00a0 I tell myself … Continue reading
\n Dear Jenny, we love you very much.\u00a0 The feeling of being disconnected is a necessary part of the passage you are making now.\u00a0 You are having to disconnect from old disfunctional ways of relating that do not serve you, so you can reconnect in more healthy ways.\u00a0 We know this is hard and scary.\u00a0 You are not doing anything wrong.\u00a0 You are suffering the consequences of your barren and traumatic infancy, and you must be conscious of these feelings in order for them to heal.\u00a0 Remember we are with you even when you can\u2019t feel us.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"