(Written in September 2008)
\nA good night\u2019s sleep.\u00a0 Feeling considerably better, tho a little shaky & strange.\u00a0 Brain not quite working right.\u00a0 Wafts of very strange feelings to which I\u2019m not going to pay much attention.\u00a0 I\u2019ll put my focus on continuing daily life as well as possible, and doing SE with Caryn.
\nGene stayed with me a lot yesterday: brought in a lot of wood, made a fire, took me to emergency appt & to Rite Aid to pick up prescriptions.<\/p>\n
Jupiter went direct at 12\u00b0 Capricorn in the 8th of September.\u00a0 It was in the 18th degree from June 28 to July 4 \u2014 I think I was doing pretty well at that time.
\nChecking Jupiter opposition Jupiter in Robert Hand \u2014 says it\u2019s basically a good transit but with warnings not to overdo, not to take on too much, and a reference to \u201crestlessness\u201d, to feeling the \u201ceveryday world not \u2018big\u2019 enough\u201d which could lead to a danger of overdoing which is just what I did.\u00a0 sigh.
\nJust out of curiosity, Jupiter was at 18\u00b0 Capricorn for the first time back in March.\u00a0 That was the week I was at Kripalu for Ingrid Bacci and Kali woke up.<\/p>\n
I don\u2019t feel so scared to be alone \u2014 thank god!\u00a0 I think the group of people who were with me in the dream gave me some comfort.\u00a0 I also don\u2019t feel afraid of every little thing \u2014 I\u2019ll be able to read more books, do puzzles, type journal while I convalesce and take very good care of myself.\u00a0 Gosh! I\u2019m suddenly feeling a lot of affection for poor foolish Jenny who tries too hard, and takes on too much, and gets into lots of trouble.\u00a0 I\u2019m also able to feel affection for Bella again.\u00a0 In some ways that was the worst of it.\u00a0 I\u2019ve also got out the Heifer & NRDC letters so I can cancel the monthly donation.\u00a0 I\u2019ll do it by email.<\/p>\n
The Jupiter opposition natal Jupiter (Jupiter in my chart is at 18\u00b037\u201d Cancer) I discovered because I had a breakdown in 1984, a worse one in 1996, and now in 2008.\u00a0 The only astronomical cycle that repeats every twelve years is Jupiter, and when it turned out that my breakdowns happen when Jupiter is opposed to Jupiter, that seemed highly significant.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
(Written in September 2008) A good night\u2019s sleep.\u00a0 Feeling considerably better, tho a little shaky & strange.\u00a0 Brain not quite working right.\u00a0 Wafts of very strange feelings to which I\u2019m not going to pay much attention.\u00a0 I\u2019ll put my focus … Continue reading