{"id":1430,"date":"2011-04-25T07:42:29","date_gmt":"2011-04-25T11:42:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=1430"},"modified":"2012-03-02T19:36:10","modified_gmt":"2012-03-03T00:36:10","slug":"overwhelmed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=1430","title":{"rendered":"Overwhelmed"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>(Written in June 2008)<br \/>\nI was so tired yesterday that I spent the morning sitting on this couch \u2014 reading <a href=\"http:\/\/www.suemonkkidd.com\/secretlifeofbees\/\" target=\"_blank\">The Secret Life of Bees<\/a> which I find so nourishing, and my last journal volume from Laura\u2019s training.\u00a0 I\u2019d been typing up &amp; got to where there was nothing more marked, so I read &amp; marked passages for typing.\u00a0 But I was amazed at how much material there was.\u00a0 No wonder I\u2019m overwhelmed.\u00a0 I\u2019m trying to digest\/integrate an enormous amount of information, having to renegotiate the wounded places, create new structures or rebuild wounded ones, and integrate a lot of unlived life.\u00a0 And all this is going on deep in my subconscious, so I\u2019m not aware of it on the surface, I\u2019m just aware that I\u2019m too tired to do much of anything.\u00a0 It\u2019s a little discouraging.\u00a0 Just when I think I\u2019ve got enough energy to have a real life, 90% of that energy has to go into healing the old one, rebuilding the foundations.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(Written in June 2008) I was so tired yesterday that I spent the morning sitting on this couch \u2014 reading The Secret Life of Bees which I find so nourishing, and my last journal volume from Laura\u2019s training.\u00a0 I\u2019d been &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/?p=1430\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1430","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-healing","category-trauma"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1430","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1430"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1430\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1430"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1430"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jennydeupree.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1430"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}