Dear Guides & Guardian Spirits, I’m pretty bummed out and VERY TIRED.  I don’t know if I’m tired because I’m depressed, or depressed because I’m tired.  Just getting through the day feels like a chore that takes everything I’ve got.  Please help me.
    Dear Jenny, we love you.  We love you a lot and we are sorry to see you having such a hard time.  We remind you that you are still holding a vision: of peace, justice, sustainability, even as you go through the day working to get out of bed, working to cook breakfast.  Feeling so tired does not stop you from doing the important work which is invisible.  It’s true that when you have more energy you can “get things done” and feel the satisfaction from that.  Do NOT look at yourself with judgment and imagine that if you only pushed yourself harder…   No.  You are truly tired.  It doesn’t matter why.  You are doing the very best that you can, except when you try to push yourself to do more than is possible.  You are truly a person with a very good heart who wants to do what she can to make life better for everyone.  And you are doing this, even as you go through your day: hauling firewood, paying bills, washing dishes.  Yes, it would be much easier if you were living in community, but as things are now this is not an option.  This is not your fault.  It’s one of the major dysfunctions in American culture at the present time.  Relax, dear.  It’s OK.  You don’t need to do more than you’re already doing.  Remember that deep within you is a seed of goodness that wants a healthy happy life for everyone.  This seed of goodness is in direct connection with the creator of the universe.  It’s very much OK to rest.  Remember that we love you very much.

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