Monthly Archives: March 2014

My Life is Unmanagable, I Surrender

Tired and slow.  A little discouraged.  I called both Eve and Barbara, and they didn’t call back.  No matter what I did: read, play solitaire, I could feel the sadness like a weight in my heart.  I did try to … Continue reading

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Sad and Disappointed

(There were no more “days of grace” after this journal entry.) The word “bleak” occurred to me this morning.  The first time in a month.  But I don’t think I’m bleak so much as sad and disappointed.  The weekend was … Continue reading

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Break the Chain

This year I wanted to dance Break the Chain with the women in Saint Johnsbury.  We were completely snowed out on V-day, February 14, so they rescheduled for Friday, March 7, in honor of International Women’s Day which is March … Continue reading

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Finding Compassion

Yesterday I talked to my friend Elizabeth.  I wrote down some of the things she said. Today I woke up feeling the usual misery.  I tried to bring compassion to it.  Then I thought, as Elizabeth said, that I was … Continue reading

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