Monthly Archives: December 2010

Guidance

(Written in February 2008) Dear Guides & Guardian Spirits, I’m feeling a little bleak this morning, despite feeling a surge of hope when reading about all the people who are doing something to help save the earth. Please help me. … Continue reading

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Losses

(Written in January 2008) I am feeling so sad. I think it must be all the reminders of things I didn’t get, and didn’t get to do in this life, a consequence of reading “The Shell Seekers.” A loving relationship … Continue reading

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Synchronicities

Martha Beck (Finding Your Own North Star) says when you are on your own true path, synchronicities will arrive to help you. The Universe wants to support us in doing what we came here to do. Help showed up when … Continue reading

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Megalithic Slide Show

(Written in December 2010) When I first imagined the ritual, I had been feeling really good about myself and my life. I thought I was completely healed, and I wanted to do a celebration. I planned to do the monologue, … Continue reading

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Ritual of Letting Go, con’t

(Written in December 2010) I continue to be surprised at how well the Ritual of Letting Go worked. I do believe in the power of ritual but mostly I don’t see immediate results. I’ve continued to feel better: strong, confident, … Continue reading

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All Parts of Me

(Written in February 2010) I’ve been having this odd thought — it comes from some of the passages I’ve written describing myself as a wonderful person: “lovely, loving, creative, generous…” I’d be ashamed to read those passages to someone — … Continue reading

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Healing Work

(Written in September 2009) I wanted to think a little about what I’m doing with this piece of my life. I’m working at a very deep level to try to find or create a stable foundation for my life. This … Continue reading

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Healing

(Written in August 2009) Karen was helpful. I’m beginning to tease apart the triggered state and the reality of my life now. Driving over I had that sense of tunnel vision that I see as being a clue that I’m … Continue reading

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Struggle with Depression

(Written in January 2009) Driving over to Montpelier I had a wave of discouragement: “Why am I doing this? What’s the point?” and I started to brush it aside, and then I thought it was worth looking at seriously. I … Continue reading

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Guidance for Feeling Bleak

(Written in January 2009) Feeling pretty bleak. I didn’t come out of it yesterday until women’s group. I felt like a child, thrust into an adult situation, and expected to act like an adult, and I haven’t a clue how … Continue reading

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